So it's Mother's Day, and things didn't go to bad until recently. Started the day off with my baby cause he spent the night after the Pirates game last night (Go Bucs!). Of course, I was sad to see him leave because I hate living so far away from him, but that isn't where things went bad. After crying once he left, I chilled, went to visit an old neighbor in the hospital and came back home. It's been a nice relaxing day for the most part.
About 10 minutes ago (hence why I'm writing so soon) my mother is freaking out on me, screaming at me for no reason and I'm about ready to snap. I'm trying to hard to get my life together, to not let things bother me and to handle it better. Once she starts screaming at me though, it's over. If I didn't do anything, don't scream at me. I don't get why I'm the one that gets the brunt end of EVERYTHING. I'm left to do everything around the house, and do school, and work, and everything that no one else wants to do. I just want to move out and not deal with my family anymore.
I just wish that things could be easier and that I wouldn't have to worry about everyone screaming at me for no reason.. I thought that it was supposed to be a good day, but of course that's damn near impossible when you step foot into my house...
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