Back to Reality

So now I'm back home and I hate being away from my boyfriend...I know that we've been fighting a lot lately, but I'm trying so hard to make things better and I think it's slowly working. I just wish I knew when my attitude was starting to come out and get really bad. But anyways, I'm back home and now I'm trying to focus on school and everything. I have therapy in the morning and then RAMP training for the ballpark in the evening. RAMP is a state alcohol training session that I have to go through, even though now I'm not sure if I'll even be going back to the ballpark.

I also got into a fight with some crazy ass lady at Sheetz on my way home though, and she was CRAZY to say the least. While me and my boyfriend were trying to cross the parking lot, we almost got hit by a car because she was too busy talking, not looking, and starting to step on the gas. I gave her the nastiest look and just walked away. She walked into the store, found me and my boyfriend, and then began to lecture me on how we should have walked further in front of her car so she could've seen us. I WAS FURIOUS! Don't lecture me about the rules of the road when PEDESTRIANS have the right away and YOU HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO WATCH OUT. I ranted about that all day yesterday and it still pisses me off.

Anyways....

I got some great news today while I was down at Rite Aid to pick up a few things for myself. There is a long history between me and applying for a cashier position down there. I literally live 2 minutes away from this place and I've been applying there since I was 16. Well after the 1st time I applied and couldn't be hired because I was just shy (like 1 week) from being 16, I never heard anything back from them. I've probably applied for that position down there about 8 times and not once heard anything back. However, that changed in December when I decided to apply again since I'm home all the time and need a year-round job to keep money coming in. Anyways back to the story, I went down there with my sister, and while turning into an aisle, I had one of the managers approach me, remembering me asking her the status of my application about 2 months ago. I was shocked, but it gave me a little bit of hope when she asked me my name and then quickly walked away. About 2 minutes later, I had the store manager approaching me and asking me if I was still interested in the job. Of course, I was happy because I would love to work somewhere that was so close to home and would be more willing to work with my schedule unlike my other jobs. So I went, for the 9th time, filled out an application, and ran back down there to turn it in again. Hopefully later this week I'll get that phone call to come down for an interview and get started ASAP. It would be amazing, and it's starting to give me hope that I can finally get my life together and not feel like I just sit around and do nothing with my life.

Hopefully this will all start to work out and I will finally get to a point where I'm content with my life. :)