So yet again, there is so much tension and frustration that is kicking in and I'm about ready to go crazy. I'm so tired of dealing with school and trying to figure everything out and it seems like no matter how hard I try, there seems to be someone who comes and knocks me down. I've been dealing with so much school drama that I can't take it anymore. From dealing with my financial aid and being the person who is supposed to fix it, which I think is a load of crap. Now I'm dealing with the frustration with trying to figure out if I'm able to take 4 classes over the summer, which isn't looking likely. My mom keeps telling me that they'd do whatever they had to in order for me to take classes and graduate as soon as I can, yet she's acting like I can't because we won't have the money. Yet they can go off and do whatever they want to do as well as spend money on whatever they want. I wish I was more self-sufficient because that way I wouldn't have to depend on my parents so much. It gets crazy trying to run everything that I want to do by my parents to make sure that it's okay with them...
Ugh.
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